i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
today wahhh very tired D: want sleep lool . pe wahhh so fun ;DD . den f&n . i do finish le ;DDD but T.T th stupid idiot dingzhe anyhow hit my head . he call me block ok block kana oso ! he teach me run i run lah ! denn he come chase after me tmd ! oso kana ! idiot wht dabian method . loool . denn go outside th class wear shoe . dingzhe want throw shoe at me idiot right ? lame right ? LOOL . btw ( jesscia f&n jiu go home liaos ) not feeling well ( rest well ) :DD denn maths -.-" boring .. zhizhong throw my bag ! i throw his ;DD lool . maths finish recess o.o zhizhong keep say me so i pinch his face . so much oil D: eeeee LOL , i pass th mich hahas , den mich say dont pass me pass to trisha . den she saw trisha pass too her loool . hahas , denn we go eateat . btw funny thing :DD ( dingzhe , kenny , chuanli ) kana punish :DD cos late fr maths hahaa . lool denn cpa BORING D: . do this do tht myy PAPER LOSE . missing case D: . denn mich come our place take pic LOOL . denn wahhh so noisy . lool . den tht stupid dingzhe call me go he there . zz i say you come here lah ! -.-" he say wht you come lah i wont hit ur head :DD i go there . ask this ask tht . i push hym . mich say yiling you die liao . lool cos i push hym . LOOL he say wahh beat me -.-" idiot lo . denn come hit my head again . idiot sia . denn go home :DDD sleep :DDD haha ! sleep until so shuang :DD buhbye :DD takecaress
i gave up alr , since you like tht . not worthly so dont waste my time . goodbye :D
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Thursday, July 9, 2009
2:30 AM
today , reach school totally no mood .. english 2 period no mood . even how fun th lesson is , too me its nothing . classmates all laughing , me at there emo . hais . den recess , jiayee , jess , mich , ree ask me wht happened why like tht . den i say nothing . den jiayee say " want cry jiu cry :DDD here alot tissue hahaha " den she go take alot tissue . den i cry 1 tear oni . she say not now ! den i jiu stop crying liao . denn i go throw th tissue . den i tried to cheerup just abit . as well cheer up th whole day . ... den sci time . dont know wht happen i playing with th boys -.-" take book hit head -.-" i think they make me 1st . denn jiayee jess help me hit vincent since he sit near us . th other boys nope far lool . denn vincent hit jiayee lool . i run there hit his head lo . den he sit behind he say " hahaha want hit come lah come lah " i said " i not ur dog lah call me hit jiu head " den maths i go take my book . walk pass dingzhe . i said " dumbass anyhow hit people head " lool . denn he look at me . denn i walk far far cos he sure hit my head de if walk there . denn he give out book . i was like omg -.-" later he come here die die die .. denn he come here , look look look just now youu say wht ah ?? denn i move back lool . he put my book properly on th table sia . denn he give faris his book cos faris sit infornt me denn he keep look -.-" den at there smile idiot lo dingzhe zz x: aiya lazy write liaos -.-" 1 more thing !! vincent ng is XIAODIDI ! :DD && AHBOY :DD buhbye (:
istillmissesyou
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
5:22 AM
maybe we arent meant to be . but why do you have to leave so quickly . maybe iam not good euff ? why can't you just answer my questions . whyy must you ignore all of them . i really want nothing to do with you ! But iam fucking damn in love with you .. i has no idea why i loves you so much , even though youu treat me like a stranger , iam damn hurt you noe ? No , you dont noe anything . myy heart is shattered into many small pieces . youu damage me damn hard .. i really want to see you now .. but i noe youu wont want to see me . since maybe , youu hates me so much ? But youu are really very precious and important to me . i cant believe tat i can love youu till iam sick . 40plus degree ? But maybe youu still wont be there . even thought i waited n waited .. youu leis ? i dont noe ... i dont even noe wad you are thinking every time . why cant you just explain so things to me ? maybe i can understand . but youu didnt . youu suddenly change too another person . i dont noe whyy iam so fucking in love with you . youu are th only guy i love until so much n fall till so deep . i wanted too see youu everyday , every min and every second ! But i think you wont let bahs ? hais .. wad are youu angry off ? youu never even explain to me . i noe i scold youu for like nothing . because i care ! tats whyy i scold youu ... whyy youu help me dont want tell me !?! ..... hais , but 1 month ? its not euff ?? wad did i do until youu hate me so much ?? idontknow ! D: imissesyouu .. whyy wont youu explain to me ? am i tat not understanding ? nevermind .. youu dont even noe me well . i wanted too noe youu better , but you doesnt even let me to . hais ; maybe i should just give up .. but i has too will too give you up .. hais .. i really misses you .
iam damn addicted too youu .
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Friday, June 5, 2009
6:21 AM
hellos hellos ! today go out w/ree ! (: lol 1st go take w/jieh denn ree come on too myy bus (: with her meimei lol den myy jieh so bad bully me LOL . pinch me D: she so bad hor ? LOL she beside me now must shh , ok lahs denn we go mac buy things . denn we go shop shop . buy contact lens lol . denn me n ree nothing to do we go lan lol alot people zzz , we play awhile den very fed up lohs . we go pay monehh denn zhao lol . go cs denn we sit there talk talk . until 6 plus we go lan again lol . idiot hor ? denn wth myy maple lvl 20 hahas . nub lohs zz denn i jump go audi hahas . do story . do do do until 13% kns so hard lohs nevermind i next time try again hahas . do until 30% + AH . denn got e1 hahas . denn can very proud of myself LOL . just because audi good LOL . lame hor ? nevermind i go die le buhbye (:
boy iam still missing youu badly D:
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Thursday, May 28, 2009
3:41 AM
today no go school -.-", high fever D; 39.2 omg ? until 40plus sia . eat medicine go sleep . now still coughing kanasai -.-" hais tmr going school o.o . sian loh last day of school take report book sia . so excited hahas . lucky exam finish . now like very hard rmb thing -.-" so called " brain damage " haha , 12.50 den wake up sia today eat medicine le sleep until so peaceful . never eat keep wake up -.-" nevermind nothing too write o.o buhbye (:
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
6:40 PM
this few days were hell but lucky myy frens all were there . (: thanks myy frens (: people who keep say bad thing about mi nevermind i dont wan care anymore . if hate mi just siam i dont nid youu in myy world n my blog is not for you to read or anything . expect 1 person hate mi i wont call you siam D: nevermind after all its just mi . -.-" btw sorry when i dont wan go out when youu all jio mi . PS i got myy reasons D: but i promise will go out with youu all sometimes (: hope myy cheerful self come back soon bahs ?(: everyday like hell D: thinking n thinking . but . . . i noe tat wont happened again / i wont see youu again i think soo . . misses youu everyday wad can i do ? cant forget youu hais . i never tot tat i will become so damn in love w/you . hais even iam smiling all this i still cant smile like myy old mi . whenn iam happy or something . something just struck mi in myy heart . denn i go again thinking thinks -.-" when will it stops ? i cant let go , but loving youu more -.-" ihatemyself . btw yesterday sleep 14 hours didnt even wake up -.-" hais hope can sleep longer -.-" ps , yesterday bo go central park ; really tired . 7+ sleep until 9+ -.-" jiu on com . okays lahs i stop here buhbyes (: takecares (:
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Saturday, May 9, 2009
9:15 PM
Everytime i do something ur name just pop out in myy head . i cant do thing properly anymore . sorry for wad i have done . if youu hate mi i dont mind because i noe iam at fault now . i regret saying all tat too youu . but regret cant change a thing . soo just wanted to say sorry . Just felt iam in damn wrong . i have done th worst thing in myy life . is too make youu hate mi . i dont mind other people hate mi . but youu it hurts alot . alot ! i dont noe i can be th normal mi anymore . even i say sorry . i noe youu wont forgive mi anymore . because i said all those stupid annoying things too youu . hais i cant even do anything anymore . hais sorry alot .
ihatemyself for making youu upset
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
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