i'm thinking of you
day and night
even though you don't speak a word
your voice is still in my head
do you know i think of you everyday?
do you even know my love for you?
maybe we arent meant to be . but why do you have to leave so quickly . maybe iam not good euff ? why can't you just answer my questions . whyy must you ignore all of them . i really want nothing to do with you ! But iam fucking damn in love with you .. i has no idea why i loves you so much , even though youu treat me like a stranger , iam damn hurt you noe ? No , you dont noe anything . myy heart is shattered into many small pieces . youu damage me damn hard .. i really want to see you now .. but i noe youu wont want to see me . since maybe , youu hates me so much ? But youu are really very precious and important to me . i cant believe tat i can love youu till iam sick . 40plus degree ? But maybe youu still wont be there . even thought i waited n waited .. youu leis ? i dont noe ... i dont even noe wad you are thinking every time . why cant you just explain so things to me ? maybe i can understand . but youu didnt . youu suddenly change too another person . i dont noe whyy iam so fucking in love with you . youu are th only guy i love until so much n fall till so deep . i wanted too see youu everyday , every min and every second ! But i think you wont let bahs ? hais .. wad are youu angry off ? youu never even explain to me . i noe i scold youu for like nothing . because i care ! tats whyy i scold youu ... whyy youu help me dont want tell me !?! ..... hais , but 1 month ? its not euff ?? wad did i do until youu hate me so much ?? idontknow ! D: imissesyouu .. whyy wont youu explain to me ? am i tat not understanding ? nevermind .. youu dont even noe me well . i wanted too noe youu better , but you doesnt even let me to . hais ; maybe i should just give up .. but i has too will too give you up .. hais .. i really misses you .
iam damn addicted too youu .
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
Friday, June 5, 2009
6:21 AM
hellos hellos ! today go out w/ree ! (: lol 1st go take w/jieh denn ree come on too myy bus (: with her meimei lol den myy jieh so bad bully me LOL . pinch me D: she so bad hor ? LOL she beside me now must shh , ok lahs denn we go mac buy things . denn we go shop shop . buy contact lens lol . denn me n ree nothing to do we go lan lol alot people zzz , we play awhile den very fed up lohs . we go pay monehh denn zhao lol . go cs denn we sit there talk talk . until 6 plus we go lan again lol . idiot hor ? denn wth myy maple lvl 20 hahas . nub lohs zz denn i jump go audi hahas . do story . do do do until 13% kns so hard lohs nevermind i next time try again hahas . do until 30% + AH . denn got e1 hahas . denn can very proud of myself LOL . just because audi good LOL . lame hor ? nevermind i go die le buhbye (:
boy iam still missing youu badly D:
♥no words can ever express
my love for you
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